I have always felt that I tend to "outgrow" my friends. Like we are in different stages in life. I am not saying I am better than them, no. It's the opposite. I feel like I am gonna end up alone, like I am an emotionless mess, because I just get to the point when I am tired of their company, tired of feeling like this every time. I love them, but what to do of this constant fear of not understanding my friends anymore.